Awakening to the Heart
A Mountain Sanctuary located in the White Mountains of New Hampshire
“It is not from thoughts created in our mind, but through the Heart and the Love we bring to Life, that we find our true nature—the essence of our being.” ~ Norman Scrimshaw
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My Spiritual Journey
A Deeper Awakening
In early 2024 while in deep meditation, I experienced a profound knowing of my divine essence, my true nature. It was clear that in the essence of my being, I am totally well and content. In profound peace my spirit can dance in joy and celebration. I know I am eternal and nothing can harm me and I am not separate from all existence. I need nothing more to complete me. These truths were absolutely clear to me. We are all this same divine essence.
Much to my surprise when I came back to my body and my life, I was still subject to the human conditioning of fear and reactivity. I would watch in puzzlement as emotions of suffering could still surge within me. It is clear to me that all emotional suffering arising from our past conditioning is a misperception of reality. Society, culture and family all contribute to confusion, illusion and delusion the world is suffering from. Knowing that my pain and suffering is not based on reality, I watch from a still place of peace each time it reappears, knowing it is illusion. By not trying to make it go way, not denying the experience and not attaching to it, I sit with it until the fog disappears and the truth of the heart is seen clearly again.
As time has passed, misperception of reality moves through more quickly. What used to take 20 minutes to clear has been reduced to even at times just a few minutes and also comes much less often.
For over 20 years I have lived with a longstanding heart condition. In February 2025, I had a significant heart attack and was in the hospital for 6 days. While my wife Cynthia had great concern, I found that I experienced no distress at all. Instead, I enjoyed all the love, care and attention I received as a patient.
I am aware and have accepted that I have limited time on this earth. Fear is gone. I choose to live my life embracing joy and love and the next chapter when it arrives.
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Current Offerings
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Monthly on Saturdays @ 10am
(see calendar or meditation page for upcoming dates)
All are Welcome! ~ This is a free offering
drop in - no need to register
- An exploration into the depths of consciousness.
- A letting go of all effort, struggle and ambition in profound trust,
allowing a soft freefall into deep relaxation.- With the perspective of an Eagle soaring high in the sky seeing landscape for miles — floating in stillness of consciousness, viewing the turbulence of thoughts, emotions and stories moving on the surface below.
For those who are called to go deeper:
- Touching the heavens of our divine essence in a dance of Joy, Bliss,
Pure Contentment and Peace.- Deep meditation reveals we are the source of ONENESS with all, WISDOM and LOVE.
Explore meditation as a journey in the silence of remembrance.
Let go of layers that obscure truth.
Return to the brilliance & beauty of our divine nature & oneness with all that is.
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- Heart-Centered Open Sangha
- Various spiritual backgrounds & traditions are welcome
- Group Meditation Practice
- We begin with a check-in , sharing of wisdom, spiritual reading and devotional music.
- 30-minute Silent Meditation,
followed by group sharing & discussion- Led by Norman & Cynthia Scrimshaw